beyond the wide world's end

I usually -- well, and I have been before this -- get into that circle of running around in my own head going, "I should get a job! But I have pretty effectively proven that I cannot both have a job (even work-study) and keep up with my classes! But other people can do it! But other people don't have my classload! But why am I so incompetent that I cannot do both! But I should have a job! But my classes are more important! But I am not the one paying for classes! But but but!" *breathes*