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bedlamsbard) wrote2020-02-20 12:15 am
bedlamsbard) wrote2020-02-20 12:15 am
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I regret to inform you that my heating system has broken again. The last time the repairman was here was *checks notes* Monday.
It's also been exactly a month, since the first time the damn thing broke was January 20.
I am so anxious and so keyed up that it's starting to push me into being nonfunctional on all but the most urgent front (teaching); I don't think my anxiety has been this bad since 2017. And unfortunately no one (read: my advisor) takes "my house is tormenting me into a nervous breakdown" as the reason why I'm not getting things done.
It's also been exactly a month, since the first time the damn thing broke was January 20.
I am so anxious and so keyed up that it's starting to push me into being nonfunctional on all but the most urgent front (teaching); I don't think my anxiety has been this bad since 2017. And unfortunately no one (read: my advisor) takes "my house is tormenting me into a nervous breakdown" as the reason why I'm not getting things done.