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bedlamsbardGOD DAMN IT, I am so pissed, I just fucked up my flute audition amazingly, though if I am very lucky they will realize they don't have a tenor player and I will get to play saxophone. Please realize you have no tenor sax player. (I am not making this up out of whole cloth by the way; the director and the flute prof were talking about this once they realized I actually played saxophone.)
Of course, it's a bad sign when your audition goes so badly they want to put you on a different instrument. On the other hand, saxophone is my primary, so please.
Someone come be soothing at me while I stare at my four sentences of Peta/Caspian and try to figure out if it wants to turn into porn or if it's content where it is. Also my fic -- I know where this one is going, though -- the washcloth I'm knitting while the other one dries out (fuck you, Ike, why couldn't you have just hovered over Cuba for a while? Or Tulane, jeez, Loyola is closed and it's next door), and my in-progress fanmixes, which make me want more music, except I've only got eleven bucks left on my iTunes giftcard and I don't want to spend actual money on iTunes. WAH.
Of course, it's a bad sign when your audition goes so badly they want to put you on a different instrument. On the other hand, saxophone is my primary, so please.
Someone come be soothing at me while I stare at my four sentences of Peta/Caspian and try to figure out if it wants to turn into porn or if it's content where it is. Also my fic -- I know where this one is going, though -- the washcloth I'm knitting while the other one dries out (fuck you, Ike, why couldn't you have just hovered over Cuba for a while? Or Tulane, jeez, Loyola is closed and it's next door), and my in-progress fanmixes, which make me want more music, except I've only got eleven bucks left on my iTunes giftcard and I don't want to spend actual money on iTunes. WAH.