*in tears*
Dec. 21st, 2008 11:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bedlamsbardOh, I see that my dentist will now join my orthodontist in line to hunt me down like a dog. WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO MY TEETH TO DESERVE THIS?
Between the cold, my computer, and my teeth, it will be a wonder and a mercy if I don't have a full-scale breakdown over break, rather than just the little one I'm having right this second. And forget getting anything written; at this point, I can't even use the goddamned mouse because I have gotten the USB connector thingy stuck inside the mouse Jesus Christ I hate the world so much right now.
I just want everything to goddamn work.
Why can't it do that? Why can't it just do whatever the hell it's supposed to do? WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL?
...oh, thank you god, I have finally gotten the USB connector out of the mouse thanks to the edge on my ring. Let no one ever say that pretty jewelry is not useful. Well, gee, that's a plus. That's one teetiny high point in my life right now. I thought vacations were supposed to be an end to stress, but no. No, my winter break is specially designed to STRESS ME OUT. I would like to go back to New Orleans now, please. The problems won't go away (except for the cold), but at least they won't be in my face all the time. Except for my computer, because that is my baby and my lifeblood and WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BROKEN, BABY? WHY? I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU. I KEPT YOU BY MY SIDE DURING THAT WHOLE HELLISH JOURNEY FROM NEW ORLEANS TO ELLENSBURG AND THIS IS HOW YOU REWARD ME?
I am quite well aware of the fact that my problems are not linked to my hometown, but the fact that my touchpad started screwing up the moment I started using it at home does not really help my automatic lizard hindbrain assumption that everything is better in New Orleans and Ellensburg broke my computer.
I am not actually kidding about being in tears right now.
Seriously, if I sacrifice a goat, do you think it would help? I have friends that keep goats. OH WAIT. I can't go see them because I have no transportation, not even to the party on Tuesday, because I cannot drive, my mother is working, and my father is in Thailand.
Does the entire world hate me? I mean, really. Does the entire world hate me? Because it sure seems like it right now.
Just for the record? I am not all that rational right now. Thus the crying.
Between the cold, my computer, and my teeth, it will be a wonder and a mercy if I don't have a full-scale breakdown over break, rather than just the little one I'm having right this second. And forget getting anything written; at this point, I can't even use the goddamned mouse because I have gotten the USB connector thingy stuck inside the mouse Jesus Christ I hate the world so much right now.
I just want everything to goddamn work.
Why can't it do that? Why can't it just do whatever the hell it's supposed to do? WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL?
...oh, thank you god, I have finally gotten the USB connector out of the mouse thanks to the edge on my ring. Let no one ever say that pretty jewelry is not useful. Well, gee, that's a plus. That's one teetiny high point in my life right now. I thought vacations were supposed to be an end to stress, but no. No, my winter break is specially designed to STRESS ME OUT. I would like to go back to New Orleans now, please. The problems won't go away (except for the cold), but at least they won't be in my face all the time. Except for my computer, because that is my baby and my lifeblood and WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BROKEN, BABY? WHY? I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU. I KEPT YOU BY MY SIDE DURING THAT WHOLE HELLISH JOURNEY FROM NEW ORLEANS TO ELLENSBURG AND THIS IS HOW YOU REWARD ME?
I am quite well aware of the fact that my problems are not linked to my hometown, but the fact that my touchpad started screwing up the moment I started using it at home does not really help my automatic lizard hindbrain assumption that everything is better in New Orleans and Ellensburg broke my computer.
I am not actually kidding about being in tears right now.
Seriously, if I sacrifice a goat, do you think it would help? I have friends that keep goats. OH WAIT. I can't go see them because I have no transportation, not even to the party on Tuesday, because I cannot drive, my mother is working, and my father is in Thailand.
Does the entire world hate me? I mean, really. Does the entire world hate me? Because it sure seems like it right now.
Just for the record? I am not all that rational right now. Thus the crying.