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I regret to inform you that my heating system has broken again. The last time the repairman was here was *checks notes* Monday.

It's also been exactly a month, since the first time the damn thing broke was January 20.

I am so anxious and so keyed up that it's starting to push me into being nonfunctional on all but the most urgent front (teaching); I don't think my anxiety has been this bad since 2017. And unfortunately no one (read: my advisor) takes "my house is tormenting me into a nervous breakdown" as the reason why I'm not getting things done.

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Furnace update: Repairman came, fixed it again, left (he's very nice about it), then four hours later it stopped working again, so I called him and he's coming in the morning.

*puts head in hands* *screams*