okay, I think the rage is washing out of me. breathe, bedlam, breathe

[bedlamsbard]

GOD DAMN IT, I am so pissed, I just fucked up my flute audition amazingly, though if I am very lucky they will realize they don't have a tenor player and I will get to play saxophone. Please realize you have no tenor sax player. (I am not making this up out of whole cloth by the way; the director and the flute prof were talking about this once they realized I actually played saxophone.)

Of course, it's a bad sign when your audition goes so badly they want to put you on a different instrument. On the other hand, saxophone is my primary, so please.

Someone come be soothing at me while I stare at my four sentences of Peta/Caspian and try to figure out if it wants to turn into porn or if it's content where it is. Also my fic -- I know where this one is going, though -- the washcloth I'm knitting while the other one dries out (fuck you, Ike, why couldn't you have just hovered over Cuba for a while? Or Tulane, jeez, Loyola is closed and it's next door), and my in-progress fanmixes, which make me want more music, except I've only got eleven bucks left on my iTunes giftcard and I don't want to spend actual money on iTunes. WAH.

Comments

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

*sends soothing vibes*

aargh I have to leave in, like, fifteen minutes, and then I will be away from the interwubs for TWO WHOLE DAYS. However shall I cope?

[bedlamsbard.livejournal.com]

With the knowledge that when you get back there will be even MORE Peta/Caspian waiting for you?

[lassiterfics.livejournal.com]

one of my favorite monty python skits

[realpestilence.livejournal.com]

If it went *that* badly, I doubt they'd let you try again, even on a different instrument. You must have done well enough they could tell you can play; and you did say you're out of practice. How many people are auditioning-is there a lot of competition?

[realpestilence.livejournal.com]

You will not COPE. You will PINE for us. *beams*

[bedlamsbard.livejournal.com]

*shrugs* Who knows? The marching band's only a little bigger than my high school band was; the concert band is probably of comparable size.

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

AHAHAH I has free wireless! Which my computer won't access, but I've nicked the Brother's machine.

Lesson for the Day: when on long car trip with family, to be followed by party, shared accomodation, and then another long car trip, a good choice of activity would be, say, reading one's set text for class, or writing nice gen fic. PWP is a *poor* choice.

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

Not been pining. Been writing PWP. Poor choice, for reasons outlined above.

[bedlamsbard.livejournal.com]

AHAHAHAHAHA. I mock you, kindly and lovingly, of course.

[ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com]

I deserve a good mocking.