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[bedlamsbard]

Being in my apartment (or thinking about my apartment) is giving me anxiety symptoms; I remember these from this summer's panic, and they've been operating at very levels for the past week or two weeks. Lovely and high today, how wonderful. Yesterday I was on the edge of tears all day.

I'm done with classes for the day, but I have an event this evening which I'm not sure I have the spoons for, but I don't really have any choice in the matter. (Movie showing, with pizza and cupcakes, so not particularly high intensity.) Trying to decide whether to try and stay in the apartment, or flee to the library. Mostly resisting the urge to buy a plane ticket and flee home, which seems like a really attractive option right now.

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[sporky_rat]

Oh, you don't want to do that until Thanksgiving. If you can tough it out until then, you're made. You get a week at home and can soak up good stuff, then survive until Christmas. Or you can count down to Narnia?

Flee to the Library. Libraries are our friends!

[bedlamsbard]

I am actually not going home for Thanksgiving. *sighs* Too expensive, plus it's more or less a full day's travel each way, which would really only give me three days of break and two days in transit. (Living on the opposite side of the country sucks.)

Maryland is not going to be here this weekend, though, which helps.