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[bedlamsbard]

Packing sucks and I hate it and I don't know why I do the same thing literally every year where I wait till the last minute to do it. Every. Fucking. Year. TWICE A YEAR. I cannot learn, which is hilarious when I am packing to go off to my EDUCATION.

Also I have no fucking idea what's going on with my university because they don't tell me anything: the paperless age fucking sucks and I wish I had a nice folder full of stuff telling me GO HERE AT THIS TIME.

Also I lost weight again, which sucks -- probably because I've been freaking out and running around and also because this kind of anxiety manifests itself in loss of appetite and I wasn't eating much anyway -- but I don't have that much weight to lose, and who drops five pounds in a couple of days, anyway? And if lose another five I'll be down beneath 100, which hasn't yet happened but there's always a first time for stress-related weight loss.

Hey, remember when I used to swear less? Oh, well.

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[aldanise]

So much sympathy. I'm moving into grad school, too, and I can't even figure out if I'm supposed to be participating in various pre-orientation activities or what.

*sadface* for frustrating information that comes far too late for comfort.

Good luck with the anxiety+appetite, too. Mind-body negative spirals suck. A lot.

[bedlamsbard]

I can't even figure out if I'm supposed to register for classes yet or not! Let alone orientation/pre-orientation stuff. I feel like there could really be better communication here, but nooooooooo.

(I've got the problem of going back to my undergrad university, where basically everything just rolled over, so they tell me even less -- I didn't even know if I had the same student ID number or not. Apparently, I do. I guess. I think.)

Thanks, hon. *hug* Good luck with grad to you too! (I know a fair number of people who are starting grad school this year!)